backsliding

it all happened at once.  i was feeling better then i was not.   the fevers started yesterday afternoon just as i was considering going outside for the first time in a month, wondering if i could navigate the house stairs (which might as well be bars), praying that the sun might last long enough that I could see it.

the culminated efforts of fighting against constipation resulted in the opposite...the runs.   At that precise moment the cellulitis on my leg decided to kick in full throttle, thus making running (or walking even) impossible.   I called the on-call dr last night, he prescribed a new antibiotic (with added bonus of side effect: the runs).    While I hate to be on it,  the pain and fear of the intense pain previously experienced with full throttle cellulitis inspired consumption.   it was a good choice, leg still hurts alot this morning but at least i can get to the bathroom.

and now i'm going to b bad and eat gluten and sugar in the form of an apple tart from sage bakery.  sometimes a persons gotta go wild (lets just hope the candida doesnt)